I thought that getting married and moving away from my family and friends was hard. I’ve struggled for nearly two years to complete my master’s degree and have faced many up-hill battles along the way. Last year, our entire office got laid off.
But earlier this week I lost a baby. I can honestly say that it is the most painful and difficult experience I have ever been through in my 28 years on this earth.
It’s easy to blame God when things don’t go our way. Sometimes he does things that we don’t understand at the time. They hurt too much to grasp the meaning and truly see that they are for the best.
I’ve thought a lot this week about how God could let the Devil be so mean to us. Then I thought about Job and the many struggles that God let him go through. In the end, Job persevered and realized that all the pain he endured didn’t kill him. It only made him stronger.
I hope that I too can find the strength and determination to continue on. I know that God will bless us with a happy and healthy baby when the time is right.
"I can do all things through Jesus Christ who strengthens me." - Philippians 4:13
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Lauren, I want you to know that I've been thinking and praying for you & Jim ever since Michelle told me. Please know that I am here, and if you ever need anything please don't hesitate to ask. And yes, you're right: there will be a healthy, beautiful baby when the time is right. I know you will make a wonderful mom someday, and don't you ever doubt it. You are such a great and strong person, and I admire you for your amazing grace and strength. I love you!
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